" Sometimes life isn't about the end. It's not always about tomorrow and the day after that, what we achieve over the years and how we leave the world. Sometimes it's about today. Any of us could die tomorrow regardless of the horde. We could get sick or be injured or anything else. That's the risk we take waking up each morning and stepping outside "

"Life;s made up of meetings and partings. People come into your life everyday, you say good morning, you say good evening, some stay for a few minutes, some stay for a few moths, some a year, others a whole lifetime "

" People are always worried about what's happening next. They often find it difficult to stand still. to occupy the new without worrying about the future. People are generally not satisfied with what they have. They are very concerned with what they are going to have "

"But as bad as it was, i learned something about myself. That i could go through something like that and survive. I mean, i know it could've been worse- a lot worse, but for me it was all i could've handled at the time. And i learned from it"

I wish I could be a kid forever. .

There are a lot of things that I can't handle now, there are a lot of things that bring me down , there are a lot of things that i don't understand and life seems to force me to understand them and i just don't know what to do. There are a lot of things that surprise me and i'm so unprepared and yet i'm forced to be ready.

I hate saying goodbye, i hate to see myself hurt somebody, i hate myself when i say something bad, I hate to see my parents grow old..

I wanna be a kid forever.. Where everything seems so perfect, you don't know anything, all you know just having fun and playing around and messing things up. You know nothing about death, about life, about pain, about heart break, you know nothing. You can do anything you want , you can say anything you want whether it's bad or not because your parents blame someone else for teaching you bad words, so different with being a teenager.

Lately i've been feeling like time flies so faaast, i'm so unprepared seriously and it makes me feel sad to see my parents grow old, i hate to see everyone change. If there were no time machine that could bring me back to my childhood, at least let me grow up and grow old alone , and let my family and everyone stay the same.......

Don't you hate being neglected and abandoned?

Have you ever felt like you're unwanted , you're unworthy?

I've just experienced one of the worst day of my life, I thought that day would've been so much fun but it turned out differently. I didn't feel happy at all, it felt so hard just to smile. I tried to think positively but i couldn't escape the truth.

Sometimes i think, i wonder, i feel, do everyone that i consider as my best friend even from the first time we met, consider me the same way? feel the same way as i do ? Why do they make me feel like I'm wanted, I'm loved, I'm worthy but the next day they make me feel opposite. I hate myself for trusting people so much, like as long as they treat me well even i've just known them for a day i can consider them as my best friends , i put my expectations and hopes in their hands so high without knowing that it might be just a courtesy or something. It hurts me to the core to see them treat me like this.