I love being head of the class , but sometimes i wish people could understand it ain't easy. You have to be responsible for everything. When something goes wrong people always blame you , it hurts wether they're joking or not and you just have to deal with it and get over it. People consider you as a walking-task-reminder and there's nothing you can do.

GOOD NEWS!!

I have no bad marks for the mid tests !!! Just can't believe, i was so sure there were some tests that I couldn't do , but THANKS GOD ! everything's beyond my expectation, now I know the meaning of doing your best and let God do the rest , i mean i've known it for a long time, but it really happened !!

Happy Birthday to my lifetime friend ! Gloria !!! Can't believe you're 16 now :) About this birthday girl.. I think she's my 1st friend in the world , like when i was born, she's already been my friend. We were like twins, we wore the same dress, same school stuffs, same hairstyles, same handwriting haha. But the sad part was , we separated in highschool , I went to different school. But the bond that we've made remains the same :) She's still my little girl who never grows taller. So , i wish you all the best from the best , and I love you. God Bless you

So, my mom told me that my dad is so worried about me, he's worried about my social life as he barely sees me hang out with friends :) Actually, yep that's true i rarely go out with friends, i usually accompany my mom goes to salon and i go to mall, hang out alone buy some drink, go to bookstore then back to my mom. I don't feel like I have friends who are really2 close to me, i make friends with everyone so anyone whom I've ever talked to is my friend :) My dad's in Brunei right now, he'll be back in 10 days . I miss him , Xo

Tonight is just another crazy night. Yeah i feel all mixed up. I guess i have made promise to myself that i won't let that kind of things bother me. Not as easy as i thought. I feel like i have to deal it on my own.

NO LOVE ! mark it ! NO LOVE until college , period. School's gonna start soon, and i'm not ready at all. I feel like i need more time to escape from the realities , which don't seem nice and cooperate.

Hello september, here we come , we're getting closer to 2012 which means we're getting closer to college , period. Speaking about love, it isn't bothering me anymore i have to keep myself on the track :) I'm not as fun as i used to be. I'm a bit loner now , just hanging out with some friends and keep myself away from dramas. I was just thinking about my blog , it seems private but you might think it's weird to keep it public, haha , i don't really care about that , i post what i like write what i think and what i feel :)

How to hold back your feeling for someone , anyone knows ? I promised to my self i won't fall in love till i go to college, but seems like things are out of the tracks. You know, when you fall in love , there's no sign , you don't force yourself to feel that way , you just do. There are reasons why i choose to hold it back , i know nothing is impossible , but in my case , it seems impossible. There's something i feel about him that i don't feel for anyone else, something i see in him that i don't see in anyone else. I'm just sharing , haha , i won't let this kind of feeling bother me. Love moves in mysterious ways :)