Tonight is just another crazy night. Yeah i feel all mixed up. I guess i have made promise to myself that i won't let that kind of things bother me. Not as easy as i thought. I feel like i have to deal it on my own.

NO LOVE ! mark it ! NO LOVE until college , period. School's gonna start soon, and i'm not ready at all. I feel like i need more time to escape from the realities , which don't seem nice and cooperate.