Holaa, I'm back! Been so busy with moving out and stuff I was so exhausted and stressed out. But everytime I felt like I wanted to give up, Jesus always reminds me, that "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me!" Yes indeed, His sufficient for me tho I feel like giving up, I feel hopeless, I see His works, I see miracles happen. He's faithful and never once He leaves me. 

Jesus, I'm so madly,deeply, passionately in love with You. I've been learning about OBEDIENCE, been learning to obey what God asks me to do, and when we talk about OBEDIENCE we also talk about FAITH. They come together. We won't see miracles happen if we still rely on our logic (what we see), but when we have FAITH, we will see His miracles happen. I learn to obey Jesus, you know I've been praying for my family, but to be honest, I don't see any significant changes, I feel like, 'God I've been praying for a long time okay, why?!" I feel so disappointed, so hopeless, but I remember Isaiah 65:24 Before they call I will answer, while they are still speaking I will hear, I believe that God is actually listening to my problems, He already knows even before I tell Him, but why I still have to pray then? God is more concerned about your transformation, your obedience, your faith, a strong relationship with Him.