Tadaa, this is a bit late but I wanna share my best time ever! I went to villa last wednesday with my best friends, I had the best timeeee evah! There were no maids no drivers, just all of us, group of teens. We cleaned the rooms, we prepared everything all by ourselves. I learned how to cook an instant noodle ;;) my first time, don't laugh yes I can't even turn on a stove soo i'm proud of myself ! That time was really precious and unforgettable. I was a bit annoying at the beginning because there were a lot of insects, which are my biggest enemy and I have a bit automysophobia syndrome , fear of being dirty haha yaa for some people this kind of behavior is so annoying they think you're so high-class , arrogant, and coquettish, but i'm so lucky to have friends that know me so well, they helped me to clean dirty things around me <3 And another fun thing is, I got a ride on a motorcycle by my friend wooo it's been a long time as my parents don't allow me to be on a motorcycle, I felt the wind the sunshine, i felt so gooood, the fresh air went into my lungs. I will never forget that day !

Common, Simple, Beautiful Lyrics

Don't you agree
When they all say
"Home is where the heart is."
But do you see
With every step that you take,
You get further away
From where the heart is.

It's so easy to be blinded
& caught up in the clouds where everything's in a haze
Causing you to forget about the days,
Of the common, simple, beautiful ways.

I remember all the times that I had spent with my friends.
Taking BART to San Francisco just for 350 cents.
Talking, laughing, joking - didn't quite k now what was to come.
Years of memories, irreplaceable fun.

I remember telling mom that I'd make her proud one day.
She would smile and knew exactly all the right things to say.
Man, I miss her & can't wait till I get back to the bay.
Back to the common, simple, beautiful ways.

Isn't it nice,
To simply know,
There's somewhere you can go back to.
So it's a big sacrifice
Everytime that you decide
You can't even if you want to.

It's so easy to be blinded
& caught up in the clouds where everything's in a haze
Causing you to forget about the days,
Of the common, simple, beautiful ways.

I remember all the times that I had spent with my friends.
Taking BART to San Francisco just for 350 cents.
Talking, laughing, joking - didn't quite k now what was to come.
Years of memories, irreplaceable fun.

I remember telling mom that I'd make her proud one day.
She would smile and knew exactly all the right things to say.
Man, I miss her & can't wait till I get back to the bay.
Back to the common, simple, beautiful ways.

So even though,
I am happy now,
I'll never forget where I'm from & how I came to be.

What was common, ended up to be
A very unique treasure I have now decided to keep.

I remember all the times that I had spent with my friends.
Taking BART to San Francisco just for 350 cents.
Talking, laughing, joking - didn't quite k now what was to come.
Years of memories, irreplaceable fun.

I remember telling mom that I'd make her proud one day.
She would smile and knew exactly all the right things to say.
Man, I miss her & can't wait till I get back to the bay.
Back to the common, simple, beautiful ways.

I've just found this beautiful song. I was touched by this song you know, "Home where the heart is". I'm heading to Australia this october , and you know time flies so fast and the closer you are to the day, you feel like you are unprepared and not ready to leave your life here, your family, your friends, especially your mom and dad. I was so excited to go to Australia for studying but the closer i'm to that day , i just feel like can i save more time? can i have some times with my mom ? with my dad? with my sisters? I guess this is what ppl say "Life begins when you leave your comfort zone" Moving to australia is a big step for me the first time i will be soo far with my family , living without maids, drivers, cars, etc are a big difference for me. But its all about chasing your dreams and making your parents proud of you :') " Isn't it nice to simply know there's somewhere you can go back to"

" Sometimes life isn't about the end. It's not always about tomorrow and the day after that, what we achieve over the years and how we leave the world. Sometimes it's about today. Any of us could die tomorrow regardless of the horde. We could get sick or be injured or anything else. That's the risk we take waking up each morning and stepping outside "

"Life;s made up of meetings and partings. People come into your life everyday, you say good morning, you say good evening, some stay for a few minutes, some stay for a few moths, some a year, others a whole lifetime "

" People are always worried about what's happening next. They often find it difficult to stand still. to occupy the new without worrying about the future. People are generally not satisfied with what they have. They are very concerned with what they are going to have "

"But as bad as it was, i learned something about myself. That i could go through something like that and survive. I mean, i know it could've been worse- a lot worse, but for me it was all i could've handled at the time. And i learned from it"

I wish I could be a kid forever. .

There are a lot of things that I can't handle now, there are a lot of things that bring me down , there are a lot of things that i don't understand and life seems to force me to understand them and i just don't know what to do. There are a lot of things that surprise me and i'm so unprepared and yet i'm forced to be ready.

I hate saying goodbye, i hate to see myself hurt somebody, i hate myself when i say something bad, I hate to see my parents grow old..

I wanna be a kid forever.. Where everything seems so perfect, you don't know anything, all you know just having fun and playing around and messing things up. You know nothing about death, about life, about pain, about heart break, you know nothing. You can do anything you want , you can say anything you want whether it's bad or not because your parents blame someone else for teaching you bad words, so different with being a teenager.

Lately i've been feeling like time flies so faaast, i'm so unprepared seriously and it makes me feel sad to see my parents grow old, i hate to see everyone change. If there were no time machine that could bring me back to my childhood, at least let me grow up and grow old alone , and let my family and everyone stay the same.......

Don't you hate being neglected and abandoned?

Have you ever felt like you're unwanted , you're unworthy?

I've just experienced one of the worst day of my life, I thought that day would've been so much fun but it turned out differently. I didn't feel happy at all, it felt so hard just to smile. I tried to think positively but i couldn't escape the truth.

Sometimes i think, i wonder, i feel, do everyone that i consider as my best friend even from the first time we met, consider me the same way? feel the same way as i do ? Why do they make me feel like I'm wanted, I'm loved, I'm worthy but the next day they make me feel opposite. I hate myself for trusting people so much, like as long as they treat me well even i've just known them for a day i can consider them as my best friends , i put my expectations and hopes in their hands so high without knowing that it might be just a courtesy or something. It hurts me to the core to see them treat me like this.

10 Paradises that i've to visit before I turn 28 !

1. Bora Bora

2. Palau

3. Boracay

4. Fiji Island

5. Raja Ampat

6. Tahiti

7. Tetiaroa

8. Maldives

9. Phuket

10. New Caledonia