i've just come back from leadership camp . IT WAS AMAZING , this is the first time i feel very2 blessed , i feel so thankful for everything that i have in my life. Jesus's just too good , He's sacrificed Himself for me and you. I learned a lot of things from this camp , i learned not to be controlled by my ego , i learned to respect people , to be more discipline. I was shock when i knew we would be guide by 2 commandants. It was crazy they screamed all the time. They are commandant Novan and Tulus. I felt like going home when i knew they would treat us like that. I love this camp more than anything else. I felt so close to Jesus. I can't describe this camp by words , this camp just soooo AMAZING ! Jesus , bless those people , commandant novan and tulus so they can praise You more. They can fill this world with Your name Jesus. NamaMu yang dipermuliakan Yesus !

Life isn't as easy as it seems . I just want to erase my past , i mean , not erase , but forget it :) i just want to be a brand new person, people may judge me bcs of my past , but i'll prove them wrong. People can change can't we?

Everyone has ever made mistakes but we learn from it to be a better someone. I cant make people stop talking about me, i'll let them talk what they want to talk as long as i believe in my self that im not like that.

I have to stop thinking too much about what people say about me , i should care less for something that doesnt bring any benefits for me. Gonna focus on Jesus only , i mean in this life , problem won't stop hitting us, but we have to be strong and don't let those problems make us down, we live only once , why don't we spend it for something useful that will bring happiness joys and fun ?

God knows the best , He knows what's the best for us , what we need the most. Remember when people hurt you, how many times you've hurt Jesus but He still forgive you? The battle is Lord's , you have no need to worry, as long as you have Jesus, problem may come and go but Jesus will guide you through it all , He will give you strength , joys , and happiness above the sadness :)